Chapter 36 Part 5

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When they were back in their yard, the moon had been tilted a bit to the east, as the silver moonlight became increasingly misty.

Qin Yu pushed open the door, the inside had long been cleaned thoroughly by Qing Xiao Country’s taijians and palace maids, the appearance of the room has been changed into the same style as the room where he and Li Luo lived together for a few months.

Li Luo took off his shoes and outer garment, before lying down onto the bed, Qin Yu also immediately went to bed, and laid beside Li Luo.

Qin Yu instantly embraced Li Luo’s waist, kissed his lips and took a bite on them.

Li Luo stroked his own lips, and said, “Can we not do it today? I want to talk to you.” He already looked at the progress bar in his mind which had reached 100%, very soon, he would be going back to his original world.

“Okay.” Qin Yu’s mood tonight was not very good, he felt his mood somehow became more and more downcast. Qin Yu could not help but reach out a hand, and grab Li Luo’s palm, before he placed it on top of his chest.

Li Luo was able to feel Qin Yu’s heartbeat in his palm, his mood also subsequently became gloomy. He did not know in the end how deep Qin Yu’s feelings were for him, but when he remembered how he persevered when he wanted to find him in those five years, even not hesitating to expend manpower and resources, he could see his persistence.

Li Luo was also holding Qin Yu’s palm tightly, before he and Qin Yu started to talk about the past when they were brought back to the mountain by Zhao Mutian.

Memories were always beautiful, when they were talking Li Luo unconsciously fell asleep.

In the midst of his consciousness, Xiao Qi’s voice suddenly sounded in his mind. 【Great Host, the time and space transmission is ready, you are about to be sent back to your home in the real world. Please be prepared. The countdown time is about to start~】

Li Luo immediately woke up, he looked at Qin Yu that was lying beside him. Qin Yu seemed to have been sleeping very deeply, but his eyebrows were unconsciously furrowed, his hand still clutched Li Luo’s hand, and was still placed on his chest.

Li Luo wanted to pull out his hand from Qin Yu’s clutch, but no matter how hard he tried, he was unable to pull it out, and could only give up.

He asked Xiao Qi in his mind, [Is it alright to leave like this?]

【It’s all right, the host’s soul will be directly transformed into a molecule, the host already created this character’s complete soul lifetime. Therefore, the body left behind will behave in the same manner of personality as before the host left and will continue to live in this world. No one will find out something is wrong.】

Li Luo nodded his head, he took advantage of the last minute to look at Qin Yu carefully, and then lowered his body and whispered in Qin Yu’s ear, “Ah Yu, goodbye.” When he said this, Li Luo felt a sharp pain in his heart, the rim of his eyes also had become somewhat hot, he really wanted to go back to the real world, but when he saw this person in front of him, the feeling of being reluctant to part with suddenly emerged in his heart.

Qin Yu’s eyelids were shaking violently, and seemed like he wanted to wake up.

But he apparently was unable to wake up, the hand that clutched Li Luo’s tightened, his eyes began to shed tears, and his lips squirmed, he seemed to want to say something.


A layer of white light started to circle around Li Luo’s body, as he felt his soul gradually become light dots, and dissipate into the air.

Qin Yu finally was able to free himself from the invisible shackles, and open his eyes, his whole eyes were very red, as if they were filled with tears of blood.

“Do you want to leave again! Don’t go! Don’t leave me! You didn’t plan to leave me alone, right!” Qin Yu looked at Li Luo who had his whole body wrapped in white light, his eyes revealed a panicked look, “Where do you want to go? Don’t go, okay?” He reached out his hand as he tried to catch the scattered points of light, but he merely got the air in front of him.

Seeing Qin Yu’s hurt appearance, Li Luo unconsciously burst into tears. Before because he was being forced by Qin Yu, he always wanted to leave Qin Yu, and go back to his own world. However now that he saw Qin Yu this way, he did not know why but he felt as if his heart was being stabbed repeatedly with a blunt knife, slowly cutting holes open one after another, the pain was unbearable.

Realizing it was impossible to catch the floating lights, Qin Yu could only hold Li Luo’s hand in his chest tightly, hot tears dripped drop after drop into Li Luo’s palm, “I will not shut you in again, you can go anywhere you want, and I also will not force you again. As long as you stay, I will promise you anything, okay?”

Li Luo had never seen Qin Yu cry so badly and be broken-hearted like this before. Except for that time, when he cried because of his parents death, at other times, no matter how bad he suffered in pain, he never shed a tear.

Li Luo held those fallen teardrops in his hand, as though he had received the fragments of Qin Yu’s broken heart.

In the end, his consciousness became more and more blurry, and the last thing he saw was Qin Yu’s eyes full of sadness.

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22 thoughts on “Chapter 36 Part 5

  1. A lot of people are saying that they dislike the ML but honestly I feel that they’re both at fault. ML loved him, but got far too paranoid about him leaving, and eventually just trapped him. That’s not showing his love, It’s showing his obsession. At the same time MC was constantly denying his feeling, so much so that is seemed he was just denying in hopes of being a “good, straight as a stick, boi” It gets annoying, like dude! Do you ever think that possibly every time you stare dazedly at Ml and your heart skips a beat, it might just be because you love him??? But also Ml keeps trapping him in a situation that most people would feel is un ideal and forcing himself on him. MC, who is constantly thinking “oh this is bad, I’m trapped, I should escape, I need to get out of here before it’s too late” doesn’t stop to think, hey. Maybe I like this situation.
    He’s like my cat. She wants to be in a room with me, but if you close the door, she forgets about the fact that she came in here in the first place and worries more about getting out because she’s trapped.
    So it’s like, If MC could just accept his feelings he’d be happy, but ML trapping him messes up that “discovery”. But, at the same time if MC would take just one moment to think about it then they’d both be happy and MC would be free.
    Oh. Also it might be the fault of the era they’re in. The emperor can have almost anything because he’s the emperor. The fact that he’s giving even the slightest freedom of choice to his “male empress” shows that he loves MC. But MC is from modern times where it’s standard to reject someone you don’t like even if they’re the governor or something. So, MC feels that ML forcing himself on him is creepy, which it is, but really isn’t really. Not in the time period they’re in.
    I dislike MC more because it feels like his mistakes are because of him being dense and not facing reality, while ML’s mistakes, while more numerous, are partly because of the era and MC not facing his feelings… Remember I said partly. S*x while intoxicated without clear consent is never okay. But then again this is a book and I don’t care.
    After all this I still like the story, and the characters, I just wish them a happier, less obsessive, and less stupid, future.

  2. OK, Guys, lets make this Straight. FOR ME, the affection Li Luo have is NOT a love for being LOVERS. It’s FAMILIAL Love, of course he will feel reluctant to leave, he’s the one who raise that child and their bonding is so strong like life and death ! So I think it’s not that kind of DEEP LOVE.

  3. OK, let’s make this straight, FOR ME, the affection Li Luo feels is NOT the love of being a LOVER, is a FAMILIAL Love, of course he will feel reluctant leaving, he’s the one who raise that child and their bonding is so strong ! So I really think it’s not that kind of DEEP LOVE.

  4. Speaking sincerely, I have mixed feelings.? On the one hand I hate everything that Qin Yu did but on the other hand I understand his suffering, if only he had not been so impatient and had tried to win over Li Luo, instead of forcing him, I would not have such a bad opinion of him, the boy obviously had feelings for him to the point that he could not hate him and too he liked the pleasure it caused him, it was only a matter of time before he fell into his arms he did not have to do anything of what he did to have it.

    I think he deserves to suffer for what he did, but it also hurts a little, especially because Li Luo also suffered with this separation. Hopefully things would have been more beautiful! at least they would have had beautiful memories together ?

  5. Sinceramente que bueno que se alejó, es increible que digan que no lo odió ni un poco, abuso de él por años, sin darle libertad de nada, es imposible que no se sintiera enojado ni un poco!!!
    Gracias por el capítulo!

  6. I have no sympathy for Qin Yu. It was good that Li Luo managed to get out of this situation. Qin Yu was not a good ML, and I could not support their relationship. Loving Li Luo was one thing, forcing him into sex, into marriage, cutting him from all contact with other people, dictating his life for him, that’s a whole new ballpark. Qin Yu has no claim to anything. Li Luo doesn’t love him, he wants to get away, as he’s already stated. It’s not Qin Yu’s place to decide for Li Luo. If Qin Yu really loves Li Luo, he would let him go.

    That’s not love. It’s selfishness.

  7. Oh my God … crying horrors here! I thought that after 100% he could choose to stay or come back … but so on, soon after … very sad.

  8. … Fuck I’m not made of stone, this made me cry like a Lil beach. Qin yu (╥_╥)
    Please treat li luo like a princess next time so he can try to fall in love at least .. And then we readers can bless u two to the moon and back

  9. That was a sad, but good ending in a way. I love this arc, thank you for working so hard to translate it! ? That’s the first time I’ve read of a transmigrator getting caught in the act of moving on to the next world.

    Since Qin Yu sees him ‘disappear’, does that mean that what Xiao Qi/System said about the body being left behind still behaving in the same manner of personality was a falsehood?

    1. You’re welcome 🙂
      Qin Yu should not wake up. But somehow he can break the invisible shackles and open his eyes, which out of plan. Hehe, they fail before operated that. 🙂
      If Qin Yu not wake up, they can using that.

      1. Please… don’t make this like any other novels where “ML” chases after MC in every world..

        Though if he becomes repentant……
        damn it I’m 50/50 about this. If it’s executed perfectly, I won’t have any objections. If not… nvermind.

  10. I’m glad he leave. Qin Yu forced and objectify him so much, may as well live happily with a replacement character (yeah, I know he ‘loves his soul’ and yada~yada but this gong needs a big hard slap and I don’t pity him at all).

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